Village Scenes.....

" Dedicating this to My Grand Mother Who left Me on the 22nd of September......I know that You will be watching Me from the Sky as a Star....as Once You have told Me.....The Stars that are Twinkling at You are Your Dear One's......Love You "Amooma"...!!! "


Well People....After a long Interval I am back......Had some hectic days......Now I am free....Its murky out.....As I looked out My Mind travelled to some where else.....I was thinking about Gandhiji....as today is Gandhi Jayanthi.....that thought took me to Villages....as Once he said....Go back to Villages ...right..??

Now Going back to villages.....I basically belong to a village.....A place where I see green every where....A place where the nature Plays the Music for My Song.....A place where I see People Pure at heart...A place where the Sun,Sky and the Dew provides me with light, shade and drops of happiness........

Taking a long walk through a village road can be much interesting......It takes you to ecstasy...but to enjoy all these You need a gud mind....A mind pure at heart....A mind which can talk to the singing birds,the whistling wind and the nodding plants.......How many of You have this...??

The Kind of atmosphere that You can get from a village is entirely different from that of a City...If you need Serenity you need to be there........Taking a Long dive into the tittering river....a pleasant swim......splashing the water into the face of your friend and a long run to Your home through the paddy field in a wet condition.....suddenly...You slips into the paddy field.....just giggling at your friend..alas...its clay,.......

Throwing Stones at the Mango Tree aiming at the Ripe Ones....but Most of the time You gets the Small Sour Mangoes.....Some how Manages to eat it with the Salt and Chilly Powder that you have already treasured from the kitchen.......

After having that only You realises that you are red hot and tears are coming from your eyes.......to get away from this condition...you starts throwing stones again....at last prays to the wind.......and.....

Finally....You decides to get into the tree to get those ripe ones........some how you manages to be in the top of the tree...suddenly you realises that the tree was full of ants.....you some how plucks some ......jumps out of the tree from the lowest branch....by this time your body will be covered with ants.......manages to laugh with others .....though you were chafed and annoyed by the ants.....Am I missing all these..???

Smiling at that Innocent Girl...nearby with a Naughty Look...with the Expectation that She May smile back.....but here... She Runs away from You....and then Hiding some where...Just to watch whether You are Looking at her...........

Having that Yummy Dishes that were made from the Crops from your field....the kind of taste that touches your taste buds.......a long nap under the bamboo tree.......

Running behind those hens to get them into their hidey-hole......so that they will be secure till next morning.......fetching water from the well......to take a cool bath.......

A long run to the River side.....to say Wishes to the setting sun....Collecting some hay.......Feeding those cattles......with some serious talks with them......

A short prayer at the end of the day with that respect and dignity....that God deserves......

Astounding at the stars ...just to see whether they have formed any shapes.......smiling at them as they twinkles at me.......

Being there with the Grand Mother to study some Lessons and to hear some Tales......as they are unique in its character......having dinner with some talks about the day...and a safe and happy sleep on the mat next to her bed..........

Am I missing all these..???....


Yes I do.........I am Missing each and every thing........As time plays its role......these memories are fading away from My mind......I can only watch them.......weeping at them.....like a small child who screams at his father to get the Moon........

"Beyond Powers.......Beyond Imaginations......Beyond Creativity...there is a World....a World Of Eternity.....Let her Rest In Peace....!!! "

Incompleted Inclinations....

Well.....After a Month I am back....but this time no Idea....Its a Cool evening....the fan is plying in its full speed and I am shivering.....though I was enjoying this condition smirking at the darkness outside......

Just stepped out of My room into the balcony to see the one whom I always wanted to see...Any way its not the girl in the next door..he he...Its the Moon......It always smiled at me from the time I was looking at it....What should I call Moon....?? Him or Her....I guess its better to call the Moon "Him"....The small stars surrounded the Moon as if they were Protecting the moon .....Any way the Moon is a Kingpin....he has lot of friendz na....?....Stars,Planets,Shooting Stars,Sky......

I felt like lying there in the terrace.....but its damn cold...any way I am not going to care......I guess not every one can do this......You need to be lucky enough to be in this state of Euphoric....any way I am lucky......I looked at the stars...they all are winking at me....One day I'll also be a star......winking at My dearest Ones.....The Moon was smiling at me.....I was at the peak of elation this time......there goes a shooting star....I guess the shooting stars will be messengers of the stars and the Moon...Is the Moon in love with the stars. ??

The Sun Must be sleeping now after it heavy work.......Sun is too bold and the Moon gives you aplomb.....Have you ever wondered why you are assailed when You are under the hot Sun....? .....The sun is making you strong enough to face challenges in life.....as Life is full of Struggles and Challenges......

Life is full of Questions and Answers...No one can answer all the Questions......Incompleted answers makes life....Life loves You coz You loves life..... You can never expect love by abnegating love....I guess its true with life also......

I am getting embraced by My princess now......I guess I am safe in her hands....She provides me with Care....after the hectic day.....She refreshes me......In fact no one can live without her.....Let me love her now..... :-)

A Morning Dream....

Well...Friends...I am here today with some themes...But don't know how to present it.....I believe I am a still a small child in the world of blogs......Last night I was much tired...I had to skip My dinner.....I was having cold..I guess......as there is nothing unusual for me getting cold this season....Its raining hard here in Kerala......

Its very intersting to be in your den watching the rain with a cup of coffee or tea in your hand.....but this time I had to find my place inside My blanket astounding at the rain...The rain was singing loud this time...I was watching it through my window lying there in My bed....Droplets of water touched my face in between......."blessed"

I don't know how I slept in between...It was damn cold outside and damn hot inside my body...It can be compared to the struggle between the individual and the society in life......

Didn't knew how I slept....I was conquered by sleep in between......The Princess of sleep called Dreamz was waiting for me.....this time I was taken to a world by the Princess....For me Everything seemed to be strange.......A place which seemed like heaven...later only I realised that it was the paradise called heaven....

It seemed as if some one was showing me light...I walked through the direction of the light......Suddenly the light ceased...I felt as If some one was holding me back.....It was the king of evil..the satan.....

It was holding me back......It prompted me to commit sins.....But suddenly the light came again and started me to show the way....I was in between the two....I tried to pull my hand from the evil...but it was holding me tight.....I tried and tried.....but I failed......

Suddenly the light came closer to me......the light helped me to stay serene in the midst of turbulence......The evil was burned in the gloriole.......I was absorbed by the light.....and was placed as a star there......I was given My halo.......

Suddenly the light turned into a deity....I was asked to go back to earth and to do What it did to me when I was in the hands of the satan.......

I was also given the occult power......Suddenly a shooting star came......It took me back to earth.....It landed on the sea.......

Suddenly I felt that I am out of My bed.......Ohhh God....Everything Was a Dream....and I was Completely alright......

Friends and Enemies..!!!

Well,Friendz ..This is a Random thought which came to My mind during a Walk...I guess Its true with Each One of Us...

"If You Have Time to Listen....then You will Have More Friendz.... If You have only time to Speak....then You will have more Enemies...!!!"

From Walk to Death...!!!

Well....Friendzz....I am back....Today I have lot of things to say to You people....In fact today morning My mind was filled up with lots of thoughts and I am here to share it with You....don't know whether I can express it the way I wanted....but one thing I can assure....You won't get bored....

Most of My thoughts happens in the morning with My breakfast....U'll be thinking how. ??.. U know the best time to have better refreshing thoughts is morning...just coz your mind is brisk.......Well its a Fact that it takes around 1-2 hours to finish My breakfast...this is how it happens.....The Television will be on with some music channels and I'll be in front of that with my breakfast......Different thoughts comes in my mind as I Skips through different Music channels....I'll be dancing,eating and some times even Acting.....but this is not possible if my father is there in den........

Well.....How many of You loves Walking.....Of course I loves walking.....but definitely not in the afternoon....I loves taking a long walk in the evening......It refreshes your mind.......It gives you energy.....You can have Innovative thoughts with your walk.....An Innovative thought can be the Best Pal for the Walk......Earlier I used to walk everyday.....Most of the times I starts from my den by 6 pm...I guess its the best time to do it......just extends My walks through pocket roads...coz these type of roads will be traffic free..... and My walk ends in the bridge which is 1 km away from my home......

U know being in a bridge in the evening is fabulous...Its like being in a heaven....You can see the sun set.....I guess the sun will be tired after its work..... the birds will be flying to their nests making different sounds....I guess they will be singing. ....because they are going back to their nests. Their Young ones Will be waiting for them....the clouds will be moving as if some one is following them....well...I don't mind grinning at them upon the thought that they will consider me the next time when I am under the hot sun ....the sky in the west will be red in colour...which itself resembles the warning to all humans for all the sins they have committed that day......these live scenarios brisks your senses and strong breeze calms down your mind which can fetch you ataraxis.......

I have even thought.....If someone was lying on My shoulders when I was there........So I have decided..."Better that Girl be My bride than being My Love"....I am not ready to dawdle any more......So U'll be thinking whether I am a Flirt ???.....to be frank Definitely not...!!!...but Once I loved a girl.....She was my friend....but later only I realized that I am in love with her and this relation is not for good...just Coz I was living in such an orthodox society....I won't be able to marry her....So we Split Up on a Mutual Understanding ....."Friendship often ends in love but love in Friendship never"...these words by Charles Caleb Colton is true .....I realized it.....

Now talking about Death...I have always wondered who will check My orkut account and My mails When I am dead......Does My soul can do it..??? Is there a life after death......I am still in search for an answer.....But any way I haven't planned of dying soon....Mind it.. :-)

Mixture of Complicated Thoughts.....!!!

Well....Here I am.....back in My Den...right in front of My lappy....the time being 1:00 am....pheww...have to leave the den by 6 tomorrow...I guess... I have hectic dayz a head....I can't even think of it.....I don't know how hard some days are....Long walks under the hot Sun....restless travellings.....and the only thing you find a comfort atlast is a sleep......A nice pleasant sleep after a cool bath....hmmm....I guess thatz a relief after a hectic day.....but If You can't sleep.......Sighh.....There is no need of a sleeping pill......Just take a book....Hmm...let it be a stuff that you don't like.....try to read.....concentrate more on that book when you are getting bored......I assure...Its a Fact that You will fall into the squishy hands of sleep......Beautiful stars will accompany you....the moon itself will look after you....with its cute smile........the cool sky will provide you with shelter .....and the cool breeze will give you comfort.....

U can have a cool dive into the deep sea of sleep....U can get pebbles called happiness......Beautiful scenes called Dreamz and of course .....Energy......

Now talking about energy...Do You lose Your energy If some one knocks U down....If the answer is Yes......then U need to change .....just coz....U can never live with this attitude.....Don't ever mind what others think of You or Speak of You...Itz ur life and you are living it....So live it.....live like a king......be your own king and make your own realms....but be careful never get into other kingdoms...or try to conquer other realms.....Why should we hurt others..???

Never allow Your attitude to determine your relations...just coz attitudes changes with time...... It will be difficult for you get back a broken relationship.....So never ever mix your attitude with your relations.....Relations....Its a topic I have blogged once.....

Relations ....its a need of the hour.....Its not necessary that all people will be with you all the time......We makes new relations...we maintain relations.....we loses relations.....but at times it hurts a lot when U lose a relation....But mind it.....Changes make life....

How can a person live if there are no changes...???...Its the law of nature that there should be changes......

But for My friendz......
plz keep this pledge....

"Friendz we are.....Friendz we will be.....Friendz we should be..." !!!