Well....As I start I don't have anything to blog...Don't know whether I'll complete this or not.....some days back I got some things to say to you people....But due to my laziness I couldn't even vault through the steps to reach my room...Finally the menace called exams was over..I was back in my den with a free heart.....Cigars are playing an important role in my life..don't know Why I am much attached to it at times....though it weakens my health most of the times...I remember some one saying that "A cigarete can be your best friend....coz when U feel lonely it gives u a company"....one way or the other its true...but definitely against morality..so I'll say better avoid it....
Now lying here in my bed It seems as if I am trapped in the four walls of my room....the fan was plying in its full speed....Looking at it my mind was travelling some where else...yeah....dreamz and thoughts again....beautiful dreams and powerful thoughts can make your soul happy and energetic at times....one day I'll be a lawyer .....A lawyer with lots of passions,money,fame and power...did I miss something..??...yup another important thing that people don't have today is "peace of mind"...but I have it at times....Most of the times I am losing it now a days....My mind was lost in thoughts...Life can be compared to a journey....A journey were hard work at the beginning matter a lot....It decides which deviation you should take....well I have started my journey but the work have not yet started...A ferment is necessary for the bolt...most of the times life itself is suppressing me..its better to say I am suppressed by my actions...If u believe in some astronomy they call it actions of your time..,,some how or the other I am made to believe in my fate by my life.....now let me ask a question to myself...when did I had good time..???..When shall My good times come..?? The answer that my mind gave me was ...Your good times and Bad times is controlled by your actions...So better control your actions and this can bring your time to good even if it is in the bad track....
Yup...I understood...but most of the times My plans are very huge,optimistic and perfect...but as it comes to action..I fail to maintain my plans and thoughts...I fails and Fails...don't know why...whom shall I curse..??
Again I am cursing myself...but my pathetic supporting atmosphere comes like a bitch to make problems worse...I know that I have atmospheres to make all things right......but its not that easy to do so......
Enjoying each and every part of your life is not easy...How many of us can enjoy the hot sun,dashing winds and the timeless rain..???...If u can find an enjoyment then you'll be the one.....these things can also be compared to life........
A hermit never win his life.....but he loses each and every part of his life by obtaining solitude....what a hermit does is escaping from life.....the same dedication if he should have shown in life he should have been in a better position.....Talking about peace of mind here..."does the hermits have peace of mind..???" The question still remains in front of me without an answer......some says yes and some says no...but any way I have heard of saints who can even control the climatic condition.......
Life teaches us many lessons..but who studies the lessons..??? You can't study the lessons taught by life because you are trapped in the four walls called relations...You can only watch them....else you need to break them out.......
to be continued .......any time.......
