Sunday, June 28, 2009

A Morning Dream....

Well...Friends...I am here today with some themes...But don't know how to present it.....I believe I am a still a small child in the world of blogs......Last night I was much tired...I had to skip My dinner.....I was having cold..I guess......as there is nothing unusual for me getting cold this season....Its raining hard here in Kerala......

Its very intersting to be in your den watching the rain with a cup of coffee or tea in your hand.....but this time I had to find my place inside My blanket astounding at the rain...The rain was singing loud this time...I was watching it through my window lying there in My bed....Droplets of water touched my face in between......."blessed"

I don't know how I slept in between...It was damn cold outside and damn hot inside my body...It can be compared to the struggle between the individual and the society in life......

Didn't knew how I slept....I was conquered by sleep in between......The Princess of sleep called Dreamz was waiting for me.....this time I was taken to a world by the Princess....For me Everything seemed to be strange.......A place which seemed like heaven...later only I realised that it was the paradise called heaven....

It seemed as if some one was showing me light...I walked through the direction of the light......Suddenly the light ceased...I felt as If some one was holding me back.....It was the king of evil..the satan.....

It was holding me back......It prompted me to commit sins.....But suddenly the light came again and started me to show the way....I was in between the two....I tried to pull my hand from the evil...but it was holding me tight.....I tried and tried.....but I failed......

Suddenly the light came closer to me......the light helped me to stay serene in the midst of turbulence......The evil was burned in the gloriole.......I was absorbed by the light.....and was placed as a star there......I was given My halo.......

Suddenly the light turned into a deity....I was asked to go back to earth and to do What it did to me when I was in the hands of the satan.......

I was also given the occult power......Suddenly a shooting star came......It took me back to earth.....It landed on the sea.......

Suddenly I felt that I am out of My bed.......Ohhh God....Everything Was a Dream....and I was Completely alright......

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Friends and Enemies..!!!

Well,Friendz ..This is a Random thought which came to My mind during a Walk...I guess Its true with Each One of Us...

"If You Have Time to Listen....then You will Have More Friendz.... If You have only time to Speak....then You will have more Enemies...!!!"

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

From Walk to Death...!!!

Well....Friendzz....I am back....Today I have lot of things to say to You people....In fact today morning My mind was filled up with lots of thoughts and I am here to share it with You....don't know whether I can express it the way I wanted....but one thing I can assure....You won't get bored....

Most of My thoughts happens in the morning with My breakfast....U'll be thinking how. ??.. U know the best time to have better refreshing thoughts is morning...just coz your mind is brisk.......Well its a Fact that it takes around 1-2 hours to finish My breakfast...this is how it happens.....The Television will be on with some music channels and I'll be in front of that with my breakfast......Different thoughts comes in my mind as I Skips through different Music channels....I'll be dancing,eating and some times even Acting.....but this is not possible if my father is there in den........

Well.....How many of You loves Walking.....Of course I loves walking.....but definitely not in the afternoon....I loves taking a long walk in the evening......It refreshes your mind.......It gives you energy.....You can have Innovative thoughts with your walk.....An Innovative thought can be the Best Pal for the Walk......Earlier I used to walk everyday.....Most of the times I starts from my den by 6 pm...I guess its the best time to do it......just extends My walks through pocket roads...coz these type of roads will be traffic free..... and My walk ends in the bridge which is 1 km away from my home......

U know being in a bridge in the evening is fabulous...Its like being in a heaven....You can see the sun set.....I guess the sun will be tired after its work..... the birds will be flying to their nests making different sounds....I guess they will be singing. ....because they are going back to their nests. Their Young ones Will be waiting for them....the clouds will be moving as if some one is following them....well...I don't mind grinning at them upon the thought that they will consider me the next time when I am under the hot sun ....the sky in the west will be red in colour...which itself resembles the warning to all humans for all the sins they have committed that day......these live scenarios brisks your senses and strong breeze calms down your mind which can fetch you ataraxis.......

I have even thought.....If someone was lying on My shoulders when I was there........So I have decided..."Better that Girl be My bride than being My Love"....I am not ready to dawdle any more......So U'll be thinking whether I am a Flirt ???.....to be frank Definitely not...!!!...but Once I loved a girl.....She was my friend....but later only I realized that I am in love with her and this relation is not for good...just Coz I was living in such an orthodox society....I won't be able to marry her....So we Split Up on a Mutual Understanding ....."Friendship often ends in love but love in Friendship never"...these words by Charles Caleb Colton is true .....I realized it.....


Now talking about Death...I have always wondered who will check My orkut account and My mails When I am dead......Does My soul can do it..??? Is there a life after death......I am still in search for an answer.....But any way I haven't planned of dying soon....Mind it.. :-)


Monday, June 15, 2009

Mixture of Complicated Thoughts.....!!!

Well....Here I am.....back in My Den...right in front of My lappy....the time being 1:00 am....pheww...have to leave the den by 6 tomorrow...I guess... I have hectic dayz a head....I can't even think of it.....I don't know how hard some days are....Long walks under the hot Sun....restless travellings.....and the only thing you find a comfort atlast is a sleep......A nice pleasant sleep after a cool bath....hmmm....I guess thatz a relief after a hectic day.....but If You can't sleep.......Sighh.....There is no need of a sleeping pill......Just take a book....Hmm...let it be a stuff that you don't like.....try to read.....concentrate more on that book when you are getting bored......I assure...Its a Fact that You will fall into the squishy hands of sleep......Beautiful stars will accompany you....the moon itself will look after you....with its cute smile........the cool sky will provide you with shelter .....and the cool breeze will give you comfort.....

U can have a cool dive into the deep sea of sleep....U can get pebbles called happiness......Beautiful scenes called Dreamz and of course .....Energy......

Now talking about energy...Do You lose Your energy If some one knocks U down....If the answer is Yes......then U need to change .....just coz....U can never live with this attitude.....Don't ever mind what others think of You or Speak of You...Itz ur life and you are living it....So live it.....live like a king......be your own king and make your own realms....but be careful never get into other kingdoms...or try to conquer other realms.....Why should we hurt others..???

Never allow Your attitude to determine your relations...just coz attitudes changes with time...... It will be difficult for you get back a broken relationship.....So never ever mix your attitude with your relations.....Relations....Its a topic I have blogged once.....

Relations ....its a need of the hour.....Its not necessary that all people will be with you all the time......We makes new relations...we maintain relations.....we loses relations.....but at times it hurts a lot when U lose a relation....But mind it.....Changes make life....

How can a person live if there are no changes...???...Its the law of nature that there should be changes......

But for My friendz......
plz keep this pledge....

"Friendz we are.....Friendz we will be.....Friendz we should be..." !!!

Sunday, June 7, 2009

The Subtle Song..!!!

It was raining hard outside....I was locked in my room by my laziness...My lappy accompanied me with that laziness.....Wind was in its full fledge....Big trees were dancing like never before......the tiny plants seemed as if they were dancing in the rain...Flowers in my garden nodded which itself expressed their joy..... I could see the water dancing in my balcony.....My windows were touched up with thick layers of water.....I moved towards it...just to give an unexpressible feeling to my eyes and mind......

My Mind was also travelling somewhere else.......As it rained harder....My vision started fading....In fact my window was bleary with mist...I wiped it with my hand.....But it was getting blurred and blurred..... I was in a paradise.....I felt the rhythm of my heart .....It was dancing like a peacock......I was singing.....the music of rain gave me the orchestra......the wind gave me the treble and the thunder gave me the bass.....The elusive song was sung for hours.....I was lost in it.....I was enjoying my subtle mind.....

Suddenly I was awaked from this state of mind by a thunder.....which itself formed the bass for my song.......I was nettled.....how could the bass for my song make me annoying..??...I couldn't find an answer.....I didn't curse it....coz I know its a necessary that I should awake from my subtle mind....afterall I am a simple human being......
By this time.....everything seemed to be calm....but the atmosphere was murky......the nature itself was getting ready for the next song.....and I waited for it........the notional song.....sung by me and my nature......let it rain and rain...!!!

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

I Adore......I Admire....I Respect.....

Well, as Usual I am here...but I have a stuff in mind..but no idea about presenting it to you people....U'll be thinking what I am going to blurt....Yeah I'll be going to scrap on "I Adore....I Admire....I Respect"...well,obviously a question will come to your mind Whom I adore,I admire and Respect...Well...I haven't found that answer...Let's find it out...!!!

"My Mom"...well that makes a part of it..well,this is a much discussed topic...but I have my own things to say.....My mom.....Well, definitely a person whom I adores,admires and respects more than any one else in this world.....A mom should be every one's role model just coz she teached you to be what you are....She moulded you in the way you are now.....You can never say what all things your mom did to make what you are now......

She have Suffered,She was Patient,She Forgived,She Cared,She Loved, She invigorated you when you were ill,She renovated you when you were in despair, She scolded you when you were wrong, She became your friend when you were lonely,She teached you lessons etc etc etc ..Every one studies their first lessons from their mother.......I still remembers my gud old school days.....I should thank my mother...She teached me to write,read and to recite.... I am here now just coz she did that....thanks mom... :-)

During my school days My mom used to teach me my lessons in the evening....Every day she used to sit beside me to make me do my home work.....She'll be having a small stick with her most of the times.....My mother is a typical school teacher...So she never bothered flapping her stick when I was wrong.....but there were occasions when my mom cried with me after her tiny punishments..!!...If you ask me about my concept of an ideal match....I'll definitely say this.."She should be like my mother".....

But after my Matriculation my mother started asking me doubts...I wondered why my encyclopedia is asking me doubts ....but some how I realised that She made me fly and I now know to fly higher.......thanks mom for making me what I am.......


I started with much things to say...the topic called "women" but My Mom is enough to show what a Women is.....She is wrapped with all the qualities of a Perfect women...Love You Mom....mwhaaaa...... ;-)