The Subtle Song..!!!

It was raining hard outside....I was locked in my room by my laziness...My lappy accompanied me with that laziness.....Wind was in its full fledge....Big trees were dancing like never before......the tiny plants seemed as if they were dancing in the rain...Flowers in my garden nodded which itself expressed their joy..... I could see the water dancing in my balcony.....My windows were touched up with thick layers of water.....I moved towards it...just to give an unexpressible feeling to my eyes and mind......

My Mind was also travelling somewhere else.......As it rained harder....My vision started fading....In fact my window was bleary with mist...I wiped it with my hand.....But it was getting blurred and blurred..... I was in a paradise.....I felt the rhythm of my heart .....It was dancing like a peacock......I was singing.....the music of rain gave me the orchestra......the wind gave me the treble and the thunder gave me the bass.....The elusive song was sung for hours.....I was lost in it.....I was enjoying my subtle mind.....

Suddenly I was awaked from this state of mind by a thunder.....which itself formed the bass for my song.......I was nettled.....how could the bass for my song make me annoying..??...I couldn't find an answer.....I didn't curse it....coz I know its a necessary that I should awake from my subtle mind....afterall I am a simple human being......
By this time.....everything seemed to be calm....but the atmosphere was murky......the nature itself was getting ready for the next song.....and I waited for it........the notional song.....sung by me and my nature......let it rain and rain...!!!

I Adore......I Admire....I Respect.....

Well, as Usual I am here...but I have a stuff in mind..but no idea about presenting it to you people....U'll be thinking what I am going to blurt....Yeah I'll be going to scrap on "I Adore....I Admire....I Respect"...well,obviously a question will come to your mind Whom I adore,I admire and Respect...Well...I haven't found that answer...Let's find it out...!!!

"My Mom"...well that makes a part of it..well,this is a much discussed topic...but I have my own things to say.....My mom.....Well, definitely a person whom I adores,admires and respects more than any one else in this world.....A mom should be every one's role model just coz she teached you to be what you are....She moulded you in the way you are now.....You can never say what all things your mom did to make what you are now......

She have Suffered,She was Patient,She Forgived,She Cared,She Loved, She invigorated you when you were ill,She renovated you when you were in despair, She scolded you when you were wrong, She became your friend when you were lonely,She teached you lessons etc etc etc ..Every one studies their first lessons from their mother.......I still remembers my gud old school days.....I should thank my mother...She teached me to write,read and to recite.... I am here now just coz she did that....thanks mom... :-)

During my school days My mom used to teach me my lessons in the evening....Every day she used to sit beside me to make me do my home work.....She'll be having a small stick with her most of the times.....My mother is a typical school teacher...So she never bothered flapping her stick when I was wrong.....but there were occasions when my mom cried with me after her tiny punishments..!!...If you ask me about my concept of an ideal match....I'll definitely say this.."She should be like my mother".....

But after my Matriculation my mother started asking me doubts...I wondered why my encyclopedia is asking me doubts ....but some how I realised that She made me fly and I now know to fly higher.......thanks mom for making me what I am.......


I started with much things to say...the topic called "women" but My Mom is enough to show what a Women is.....She is wrapped with all the qualities of a Perfect women...Love You Mom....mwhaaaa...... ;-)

A Short Love Message with Much Intensity :-)

Well,see the quote below....!!!

"When I was Drowning in the sea called Perdition,You came like an angel to save me...Now I know that my life is safe in the hands of my angel. Even the Sea storm and gale that came in between couldn't tear us apart and I know that our relation is so Strong that no one can tear us apart coz U are my soul...!!!"

This is a quote made by me for my chum, one year back and I found it in a piece of paper in my wallet.....My chum asked me to write something with some literature for giving it to his girl friend.....Any way I made it short but with much intensity.....some how I liked it very much after the Completion...!!!

Synopsis : -

In fact that guy was lost in life [Drowning in perdition]....when a girl came like an angel to his life.....Now he is sure that he is in safe love with his love....The sea storm and gale here represents the parents of that girl and the problems that occured in between... :-) ..and they couldn't even tear them apart....and so and so that girl is his soul now and no one can tear them apart ....!!!

"Relations" ...A much Complicated One to Deal With..!!!

Well...Before I start I would like to thank all my readers who have visited this blog ,read my articles and told their opinions,comments and criticisms....I would like to "dedicate" this to all my readers...Let our relationship become stronger as the needle in the clock runs.....!!!

As usual I don't have any impromptu as I start....I am here today to tell you something about Relations or what you call "Relationships'....."Relations" seems to be very necessary as we live in a society....We have ,kinships,Friends,fellow beings,mates,love etc etc etec...In fact its difficult to describe all type of relations here...better say I am lazy to do so.....

I would rather say most of the relations changes with time and there is no need of a point of controversy here....Its the need of the hour to make new relations what ever it be and there is no meaning in regretting for what you lost....how many of us keeps in touch with our 'best friend' who studied with us in the kindergarten ??...Time played its role and we met so many people and made so many relations....we got new friends and even new chums.....


Now lets talk about friendship....How many of your friends can die for you if you are in a need..?? As the old quote says "A friend in need is a friend indeed"..As you reads this you will be wondering with your question...What this idiot is saying ??...Now answer me for the question..?? If it seems difficult for you to answer my question I'll say .....

If there is some one who will die for you when you are in a need hold that person tight else there is a chance that you will loose them in the long run called life.....But If there is some one who will do what you want without sacrificing their life then trust them....coz that person can hold you......thatz the simple way of defining good friendship...!!!!....

Relations depends on sacrifices and understandings..If you can't sacrifice something then it will be difficult for you to maintain them.....There were Occasions when I felt the importance of relations....I am not going to speak to you about that in detail...coz it may be boring..!!!


Love and friendship ??..How many of us can differentiate it..?? I would rather say a person in the 20's won't be able to do it.....According to Charles Caleb Colton..."Friendship often ends in love but love in friendship never"....but this point of controversy is true in a lay man's eyes....but if we gets into the detail of some affairs it is not true.....!!!

I'll accept the fact that "some relations have no names" just coz some times some people can be what ever you want..You can't call them neither as a love nor a friend nor a sibbling....It is a stuff to be felt and it cannot be understood just through verbal expressions,speech or thought...

It is not necessary that one should keep in touch regularly with another to maintain a relationship...Gud relations should be made from the heart not from the affections you show.....One should be able to communicate through mind....I guess its possible even though its bit difficult.....

I guess keeping a relation with our soul have great importance....If each and every one is able to communicate with their soul then it will be easy to control worldly pleasures which can even control the temporal world....A soul can be your most trusted friend at times....I think you must have experienced a phenemenon in which you felt as if some one was saying to do something or not to do something and thatz the voice of your soul.....

Relations is a huge and complicated topic that is to be discussed like an epic...I tried to give an outline of what I had to say . To be frank I am not that satisfied with this post....Any way as I said let our relations be stronger and stronger.......!!!

Thoughts and Actions...

Well....As I start I don't have anything to blog...Don't know whether I'll complete this or not.....some days back I got some things to say to you people....But due to my laziness I couldn't even vault through the steps to reach my room...Finally the menace called exams was over..I was back in my den with a free heart.....Cigars are playing an important role in my life..don't know Why I am much attached to it at times....though it weakens my health most of the times...I remember some one saying that "A cigarete can be your best friend....coz when U feel lonely it gives u a company"....one way or the other its true...but definitely against morality..so I'll say better avoid it....

 

Now lying here in my bed It seems as if I am trapped in the four walls of my room....the fan was plying in its full speed....Looking at it my mind was travelling some where else...yeah....dreamz and thoughts again....beautiful dreams and powerful thoughts can make your soul happy and energetic at times....one day I'll be a lawyer .....A lawyer with lots of passions,money,fame and power...did I miss something..??...yup another important thing that people don't have today is "peace of mind"...but I have it at times....Most of the times I am losing it now a days....My mind was lost in thoughts...Life can be compared to a journey....A journey were hard work at the beginning matter a lot....It decides which deviation you should take....well I have started my journey but the work have not yet started...A ferment is necessary for the bolt...most of the times life itself is suppressing me..its better to say I am suppressed by my actions...If u believe in some astronomy they call it actions of your time..,,some how or the other I am made to believe in my fate by my life.....now let me ask a question to myself...when did I had good time..???..When shall My good times come..?? The answer that my mind gave me was ...Your good times and Bad times is controlled by your actions...So better control your actions and this can bring your time to good even if it is in the bad track....

 

Yup...I understood...but most of the times My plans are very huge,optimistic and perfect...but as it comes to action..I fail to maintain my plans and thoughts...I fails and Fails...don't know why...whom shall I curse..?? 

Again I am cursing myself...but my pathetic supporting atmosphere comes like a bitch to make problems worse...I know that I have atmospheres to make all things right......but its not that easy to do so......

 

Enjoying each and every part of your life is not easy...How many of us can enjoy the hot sun,dashing winds and the timeless rain..???...If u can find an enjoyment then you'll be the one.....these things can also be compared to life........

 

 

A hermit never win his life.....but he loses each and every part of his life by obtaining solitude....what a hermit does is escaping from life.....the same dedication if he should have shown in life he should have been in a better position.....Talking about peace of mind here..."does the hermits have peace of mind..???" The question still remains in front of me without an answer......some says yes and some says no...but any way I have heard of saints who can even control the climatic condition.......

 

Life teaches us many lessons..but who studies the lessons..??? You can't study the lessons taught by life because you are trapped in the four walls called relations...You can only watch them....else you need to break them out.......

 

to be continued .......any time.......

 

 

 

 

A vague called "Life"

well...Now I am here to speak to you bit seriously.....some thing about my mind....a mind of a hombre in his 20's...!!..well,this will not be the case with every person....its midnight now...I dont know how each day passes by..most of the time i plays the role of a spectator who have a close look at life...I plans many things...but with that planz.."the time" plays its role like 'being' a hurricane...I could only just watch the hurricane getting away through my window called my mind...The hurricane takes everything with it including my dreamz,planz, and every minute thing....How can I save these things...?? ...May be...sometimes I knows the answer and Sometimes I don't...But I have seen people resisting the hurricane so easily and giving life to their dreamz and planz..Its not an easy job..As" rome was not built  in a day"...Some times some questions circles me with their laugh like an evil..But i feel a contempt which sometimes result in a disliking of "myself"..Why do I live ??..For whom am I living..?? For what reason am I living..?? ....Where will I reach in the long run called life ?? ...Any way I have answers...sharp Optimistic answers for some questions...and for some the answer seems to be a vaccum.....

                                                               When I walk through a busy street called life....I never bothered the hot sun nor the heavy dust nor the vehicles that were passing through my side...instead I was lost in thoughts.... My brain was like an oven  which sometimes made me feel that I am hotter than the sun...many thoughts were going through my mind...I used to publish it.....some people gave me compliments for that and told that I have "creativity"...but i dont know....how many of them knew that those were not just "creative thoughts" but my life..!!! .... how can u call it as a talent..?? 

                                                               Most of the time life was playing with me....I played the hardest role...though it seemed to be easy...now I realize...its never that easy to complete this drama called life..."What I suffered were not sufferings"..things are yet to come....I prayed and prayed and prayed....some people says that my prayers were not strong,some says that I was no dedicated...but I still believes..what I did was from the depth of my heart ........

                                          Many thoughts passes by each and every minute...I shared most of them........but being practical....???...thatz the main question that screams at me like a night mare.........

                                 Some times lying in the sands of a beach in an evening seems to be the most  felicitous  thing in life....watching the roaring waves that can take you any moment, staggering at the endless limits that u see...and smiling at the stars and moon and speaking to yourself...It can be called as "innocence"...I still believes.."I am innocent"...may be thatz the greatest defect that you can find in a person in this 21st century.....

                                I can't write much as sleep is ebracing me with its soothness..I gets it every day ..whatever it be......cheerzzz sleep........though I know that this post is not complete..I am stopping here..!!!